Eileen

It is neither wise nor brave to question God. It is the folly of a prideful heart -Don Williams, Jr quotes-

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Trying very hard to be special??
Work at Rocky was nice at night, all girls did kitchen and guys did Bar..Justin brought digicam to take photos. Then Justin biked me down to OD to collect some stuff, I just love bike. If my parents didnt restrict me I would have got a bike.. It such a handy transport..Then i wouldnt have to take bus, travelling would be much easier.. If you ask "why not get a car then??" haha eeks, its too expensive! Actually a scooter is cool too~

Realised some stuff, in life sometimes certain people are trying very hard to be special and think they are cool by doing certain things. Some are trying hard to be abnormal, trying hard to owe something that other's do not have. Why?? because they wan to be special, they wan them to be the 1 and onli and some ppl do enjoy others calling themselves Freaks or Weirdos. Just what are these people seeking? Just like certain things are abused. Some people think music is cool and want to enjoy music, but some people treat music as a show off, like they can play certain instruments well. Well not to enjoy it, but rather to show off their skill, perhaps to attract opp sex. People are just trying too hard to be the 1 and only but they never realised, that, in fact they are the 1 and only, who can be exactly like one another? Do realise that no matter how hard you try, u can never be the person you hope to be no matter how alike are you to him/her.

Why are people still doing it?
'hey, I want to owe a hamster because everybody has one'
'hey, I want to dress differently because I want to be obvious and pretty to people'
'hey, I dun wan to react like normal people, because i wan to be special'
Do these thoughts seem familar to the people around u??
Are you out of your mind?
Try looking for another Eileen or another you, if u realised, u r one big limited edition yourself.
Whats wif struggling to be a someone you're not your whole life, only to realised that in the end you'll lose your own soul?
How can u be special in everybody's eyes? (maybe some ppl may think that u'r just some weirdo?)
Maybe you forgot that you are already special.

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